Safe in Last Place demo

from Permanent Vacation by Dani House

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Here's to losing yet another day
I'm always losing everything else anyway
Because I never try beneath my selfish pride
I'm just a coward with a heart I'm scared to find
So turn the page, here's a lie I even tell myself
So I'll believe it when I tell it to you
And though it's true
That I'm dying just to change myself
I guess I just feel safe being in last place
'Cause I hate me more than being alone
and I think that you would too
If you only knew just why I'm being alone
You'd turn around and go
I guess I'll stay in bed another day
I'm running out of other ways to run away
I've been pretending I've got nothing to say
But the next page is cluttered with what I'm much too afraidj
Of you to hear, so please accept the lies I tell myself
'Cause I hate me more than being alone
and I think that you would too
If you only knew just why I'm being alone
You'd turn around and go
So believe it when I tell it to you
Although I've not been true
I'm dying just to change myself
But I just feel safe being in last place

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from Permanent Vacation, released June 27, 2018

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